Ryan Lochte Reveals He Felt Suicidal After Rio Controversy: ‘If I Go To Bed And Never Wake Up, Fine’

Following last year’s robbery incident during the Rio Summer Games, U.S. swimming medalist Ryan Lochte has admitted he was in a low place after the controversy.

The 32-year-old swimmer claimed that he and three teammates were robbed at gunpoint in Rio de Janeiro. Lochte’s claims ultimately fell through when it was revealed that he allegedly vandalized a bathroom at a gas station before being confronted by the attendants.

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“After Rio, I was probably the most hated person in the world. There were a couple of points where I was crying, thinking, ‘If I go to bed and never wake up, fine,'” the 12-time medalist added.

“I was about to hang up my life entirely,” he continued. “You can be at the all-time high and tenth next second the all-time low. I love being at the Olympics, but I’m the opposite of what you’d expect. It’s been that way my whole life.”

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Last year, Lochte issued an apology to Instagram saying, “I want to apologize for my behaviour last weekend – for not being more careful and candid in how I described the events of that early morning and for my role in taking the focus away from the many athletes fulfilling their dreams of participating in the Olympics.”

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