Ariana Grande has been through a lot in the past two years, from a broken off engagement with Pete Davidson, the death of her ex Mac Miller and the bombing during her concert in Manchester. It would be entirely understandable for her to want to hide away, but she is revealing how “music really saved” her.

As she gets ready to take off on the Sweetener/Thank U, Next world tour, Grande is opening up to her fans about the challenges she has faced.

In a filtered post on Instagram, the pop star captioned the photo saying, “a few months ago i told my team i wasn’t even in an okay enough place to tour.”

The note starts off by saying she is “grateful” for her life, “the people in it”, and for the “laughter and the pain”.

Adding, “i cant really fathom all that has happened over the past few years.”

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“i’m prolly gonna cry a lot. a few months ago i told my team i wasn’t even in an okay enough place to tour or work at all and my friends, you guys and this music really saved my life and turned everything around,” she continues. “still healing but i feel a lot lighter as of late and i think this is really going to be such a beautiful time. thank god we are doing this. i can’t imagine what else i’d do and i want you to know how thankful i am.”

The note ends with, “i am so deeply and eternally grateful. life is wild. but your love and this music make it feel so sweet. love u.”

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mmmmk …. about to embark on my third tour and am for sure deep as fuck in my feelings. and getting my period so…. this is probably gonna be too much. but i just want to say how grateful i am for my life, for the people in it, for the ups and challenges, for the laughter and the pain, for this music and for the lifelong friendships i’ve made thru making it (that includes my friendship with y’all)… maaaaaaaan… i cant really fathom all that has happened over the past few years. i don’t even really know where i’m going with this post but i’m just grateful to be here still. and excited to see you. i’m prolly gonna cry a lot. a few months ago i told my team i wasn’t even in an okay enough place to tour or work at all and my friends, you guys and this music really saved my life and turned everything around. i’m still healing but i feel a lot lighter as of late and i think this is really going to be such a beautiful time. thank god we are doing this. i can’t imagine what else i’d do and i want you to know how thankful i am…… anyway. i’m gonna go focus on finishing this show for y’all and put my phone away for a little (how much u wanna bet i don’t last a day) so i don’t ruin all the surprises. thank you. for everything. i am so deeply and eternally grateful. life is wild. but your love and this music make it feel so sweet. love u. 🌑

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Grande’s world tour starts on March 18 in Albany, New York and will have 80 concerts in total until it ends in October.